giantsponge

"my new home!"

RE: lucky boo!

it took me 3 months to finally accepted the fact..i've made up my mind to let go of my bestfriend..i mean,this will make him happy.seeing the one he chose and her bestfriend together..friends and with no burden inside.month of february when i finally realize that it's about time..she talked to me,she said sorry and explained her side then in a blink of an eye we are talking about anything like nothing happened from the past..naisip ko natanggap ako ng bestfriend ko nung time na ako yung nasa situation nya!bakit ako na bestfriend nya hindi yun magawa?isa pa,hindi importante ang sasabihin ng iba kung para naman yun sa ikakatahimik ng loob ko.i admit nasaktan talaga ko before,nasira ako and nawalan ng friends pero tapos na yun kelangan ko na magpatawad para na din sa sarili ko!i've said before time heals its wound..i guess it's healed and i must be happy..another 6 months bago ako nakapagsulat ulit,because i don't know how to put it in exact words,but i guess now is what's really important,i mean,you cannot bring back the past but you can do something today and tomorrow,and make the most out of it.i've forgiven the past..forgetting is the next step.lastly,nakapagusap na din kame if there are issues and intrigues about us,we have to talk about it and clear it,it would help us more and it will be for a better closeness.

to you be,thanks for understanding!i know it wouldn't mean to you that much but for me it's well appreciated!see yah around! ;)

love you i do!

Lyrics | Jennifer Hudson - Love You I Do lyrics

is it?

mas madali ba isulat ang mga bad trip na nangyari sayo kesa sa magandang nangyari?
ewan ko ba..naiinis na naman ako sa husband ko..naiisip ko nagkamali ba ko sa napili?
i don't know if it's early to say pero feeling ko iba yung pinakasalan kong asawa.
4 years ago,he was sweet,very understanding..we have this connection,give and take
relationship..wala ka talaga itatapon..pero lately,umabuso hindi na nya ko tinatanong sa mga desisyon nya..if he does ask hindi naman nya magugustuhan side ko,so,i will just let him decide kesa magaway..pero lagi ba dapat ganun?asa na yung give and take dun?ang tao ba dumadating sa point na nagbabago ang ugali?hindi ko na kasi maintindihan..halos lahat ng nangyayari hindi ko na maintindihan..i really don't know if it is me or him?naguguluhan ako..
eto,malapit na holy week we are usually spending holy week in sta rosa laguna [my side..]pero hindi tuloy kasi may lakad ang barkada..i don't really want to go kasi my daughter is spending it with my in laws sa bulacan..di ba dapat dun kame sumama?pero since,may lakad ang barkada ako na lang ang sasama sa bulacan..yung husband ko sa barkada nya..dati inseperable kame kung asan sya,andun ako..pero bakit parang okey na lang sa kanya na hindi kame magkasama?wala man lang urge na pilitin ako na magkasama kame,then yung anak ko sa mom in law ko..he decided everything about it..i just suggested it but he likes it..anong magagawa ko?me and my big mouth..siguro nga kasalanan ko lahat bakit pa kasi ako nagtanong..pero kelangan bang laging ganoon?ewan ko ba..ewan ko na lang..bahala na..

sissey with ninong carl..

my baby sissey with ninong carl sa Mall of Asia [MOA]..this is the day when i realized na mommy na talaga ko..nagrerespond na kasi si sissey sa lahat ng sinasabi sa kanya..she uses po and opo..
nagbebles sa mga oldies,sa ninong and ninang..hindi na kelangan iask hihingi na lang pag may gusto..kilala na bawat kamag-anak na tinuturo,she sings she dances,pati damit na gusto isuot namimili na..sometimes,nakikipagaway na din,mejo maldita and suplada,[mana sa ina]ewan ko ba..but definitely,a bright and cheerful baby like her dad..

a very controversial affair

L-R ( marces) yang,geiz,me,laine,melody and lhai


L-R tonen,jay-ar,daddy ko,jojo,warren and alfred

the persons i consider as my friends..